Sunday, January 13, 2008

Where there is Peace....

For my first entry in German Tales I thought I would share with you all a wonderful story that just unfolded this morning. As most of you know, my sweet mother was called home to be with the Lord just a few days ago. And due to the fact I'm just 2 days from leaving the country, this has been a really trying time. I knew that if I didn't go today, I wouldn't be able to visit her grave until I got back. And this is where the story begins.

I was supposed to spend all morning packing up my last bags so we could leave for Dallas this afternoon, but I just couldn't get my mind clear. So I decided to take a trip to the grave yard and visit my mom's grave. .

I don't know if you have ever experienced that first drive to the resting place of a parent and I hope you never will, but I can tell you it is not very fun and I didn't think I could make it. But when I parked my car by the spot, something caught my eye. There curled up next to the massive mound of flowers was a little puppy!.

Now to most this would mean nothing, but to me it meant the world. You see my mom was the definition of a dog lover. There is not a memory I have of my mom that does not have a dog near by. She loved animals and they loved her! Any time we ran across a stray dog, it magically appeared in our car. Although dad would never let us keep them, that never stopped her from trying!.

So I just found it simply amazing that of all places, this puppy chose my mom's grave to lay by. Dad warned me this morning that when he went yesterday there were hundreds of bee's buzzing around. Well this morning there was not a bee in sight. And any time one would wonder by, this little puppy would chase them away!

So not only had this little bundle of joy cleared all the bees away, but it made a time for tears, a time for laughter. I just could not believe it! Of course I called my dad and after he got there and saw the surprise, he called my sister. As we played and loved on that puppy, time stood still and it was as if my mom was right there playing with us. .

I know she wasn't and that she is sitting next to Jesus right now experiencing real joy, but for the first time since her passing, I felt peace and the closest thing to true Joy that we can experience through the Lord on this earth. I have no doubt in my mind that the Lord sent that little puppy this morning. I doubt I will ever see it again, but boy was it just what my family needed!.

So that's my story. And I know it probably doesn't mean as much to everyone else as it does to me and my family. But I thought I would just share it anyway. So I hope everyone has a wonderful day! Look for joy in the little things of life, and don't forget that there is a Savior who loves you more than anything! This morning he sent me a puppy, this moment he gave me peace!

9 comments:

Sample Blog said...

Rachel,
I read what you wrote and was completely moved by it. I KNOW how much of a dog/animal lover your mom was because of Missy. And I know as well that God sent that little blessing to you and your family! I am so happy and thankful that He did that and that you have found a peace. I love you girl and I hope that you have a blast in Germany! God Bless you, Rebecca and your Daddy! (= You all are in my prayers.

-Lia Joy

Anonymous said...

Hey Sweetie,
I'm so proud of you for making it to Germany. I'm in the SCC at the moment because Rebecca's network is down. I can't wait to hear all about your trip and your host home. Know that I'm praying for you ALL the time.

I Love You,
Dad

Anonymous said...

Rachel,
I wrote to Frau Beindressler and gave her some pointers about you. I hope you didn't mind. I asked her to help you find a guitar if she has any connections. I am serious about you having one while in Germany. We took Tori to the plane and found out the one she was scheduled to be on had a problem with the pet compartment so she had to go on another that left two hours later. I called Cindy and told her about the change. She is really excited to see Tori.
I told your hostest to just ask you to slow down if you started talking too fast. It will be a big help to her if you will speak very distinctly.
We love you VERY much and just know that you are constantly in our prayers. We would love to hear from you at any time.
Love, Papa

Anonymous said...

Hey Rach,
How was your trip?? Did it feel like 14 hours? I can't believe you're there!! Hope everything is going smoothly!! Can't wait for your next post so we can hear all about it. Hang in there!! Love you, Delaina

shirley armstrong said...

RACHEL
I WAS SO SORRY TO HEAR ABOUT YOUR MOM.
JUST KNOW THAT YOU AND YOUR FAMILY ARE IN MY PRAYERS
I KNOW NONNY AND DANDY WERE WAITING TO SEE HER.
HAVE A WONDERFUL SEMESTER IN GERMANY
TAKE CARE AND BEST WISHES ALWAYS
SHIRLEY

Anonymous said...

WOW!!! When I read the sentcence that said there was a little puppy! i started crying! that's amazing! its so true that was the perfect place for that puppy to be laying! i lov eyou rachel and hope you are having an amazing time! xoxoxo
keep in touch!

Anonymous said...

Hi Rachel! This is Holly Bagwell in Florida -- I got the blogsite from your dad. I loved your puppy story -- your dad told me about it too -- such a blessing and I know how much that meant to you and your family! I hope you are having an awesome time in Germany. I also gave your info to Tiffany and Shannon! Take care! Hugs from Florida!

Anonymous said...

Rachel,
Debbie Wiggins gave me this website because of a conversation we had today concering Canine Crossroads and it's future. This was your mother's dream and I feared without her it would vanish. Your mother sent that puppy to let everyone know where her priorities lie. I knew good and well she was already up there in heaven running things! With her up there....we just have to sit back and relax...and watch the Mindy and God show!
I'm praying for you and your family. Keep that beautiful smile on!
Charlene

Nicole Wheeler said...

you made me cry...that was a great story, and I'm glad you wrote it. I'm even happier that it happened for you that way. I know when I went to my mom's grave the last time before I came it was hard to know I wouldn't be able to come back for so long. I'm glad it was turned into a time of laughter and happiness.